Sometimes I feel like
giving up, but then I remember I have a lot of people to prove wrong.
Have you ever felt like just giving up? Just throwing
everything out the window and just be blank and not exist? I have. Sometimes
life does get tough but that doesn’t give you a reason to give up there are
some many people that look up to you; some even wish to be you without you even
noticing. You could possibly be someone’s role model or even their super hero.
I understand during your life time you would get a time
where you feel like the world is collapsing on you and you have nowhere to go.
You sometimes wouldn’t know what to do how to deal with a situation. I have
been there a lot of times it can be quiet hard and it just totally makes you
feel down. I remember once I got to a point where I had enough with life where
I couldn’t just continue anymore. I realised I cannot leave my parents it would
hurt them so much if I left this earth because I gave up. My mother gave birth
to me and raised me, she didn’t raise me just so I could give up I couldn’t
just let her down let my family down.
The fact I got bullied in school everyone was so horrible
and judgemental every small thing I did I got judged. I wasn’t liked much
because I was different. Once someone said to me “I don’t want to know you,
because you’re too nice” like wow! That was not a really nice feeling. My last
year of school I was just alone, no friends to hang around at break. I did have
friends but they were mostly guys and I got called a bad name for hanging out
with them, so I just sat inside alone at break time. It kind of upset me. I
didn’t have anyone my best friend left me alone the closest people I had left I
had no idea what to do, I felt like the world hated me. But now I look back at
it I realise how strong I am, how I put up a year of being alone. I didn’t know
I could ever do that, how independent I was how, I didn’t need anyone during my
exams, I didn’t need any support by any friends. I just had myself. During this
time I found out who I really was and who I wanted to be, so I proved these
people wrong and right now I have gone so much further than them in life, that
they cannot even make me feel low anymore.
I hope these bullies enjoyed calling me horrible names,
because they actually helped me in life they made me a stronger person. They
have made me so strong, that next time I get insulted it doesn’t affect me in
anyway, I don’t get upset anymore, and it is more like a compliment. So I say
thank you bullies for making me stronger than you are! So many people look up
to me and I have gone so confident as one person said to me “so many people
want to be you don’t let them down” and I cannot let done people who rely on me
to go forward. I am just so proud how I have proved these bullies wrong! They
pushed me down so down they thought they could break me and destroy me but no I
raised above them. To be honest, when someone does say something insulting to
me I would use it as feedback to improve in life. Lastly I understood what the
difference was between an opinion and a fact.
So I hope this has helped you if you are reading. If you
have ever been bullied just raise higher than them because they are only making
you stronger don’t let them take advantage of you, you take advantage of the
power they are giving you. Bullies are weak people who this they have the power
to break people when, no, they don’t. Finally one piece of advice, opinions are
facts so don’t take them in just let them go.
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